Verbalism

 To fully come to grasps with reality can be overwhelming... not necessarily exhausting, but a definite sense of intensity can overcast the epiphany. It amazes me that there are two sides, and two very valuable sides, to every situation. I don't understand how one person can be unnerved by another while the other is just as rightly annoyed for very valid reasons. It makes no sense.. just like how two negatives magically make a positive. 
 The interesting thing is that there are copious realities  occurring with millions of differing opinions that include personalized attachments... which give each opinion a life force and momentum of it's own. 
 Have you ever noticed how you can just start talking, not even really knowing what you are talking about, and words keep coming out that make complete sense...compelling words that contain such  passion that you yourself are a bit stunned and curious as to what you will say next? Like, where the hell does that crap come from? Listening to the ramblings of the mind can be an eye opening predicament.
 For instance, what if you don't fully agree with this new found thought that erupted from your mouth.... do you play along with it and pretend as though you stand by "it"? Feeling as though there should be a sense of ownership and entitlement that must be accompanied with the skew of words that fell from your face? Or do you just confess to the outstanding amount of bullshit that graciously left you dumb founded and confused? Or are you meant to stand there in silence never stating your opinion or thought for fear that it may be rejected or offensive. I have no clue what the "right" answer is. 
 All I can really say is that this world will constantly surprise me, I will continuously surprise myself and others will provide a whirlwind of amazement... and to be completely honest I am excited to hear what shit comes tumbling out of my mouth!